DJ's birthday @ Maison

Went to *D*-Douglas and *J*-Jared birthdays on 21st night at Maison. I'll let the pictures describe it.


The stars of the night Jared(left-grey) and Douglas(middle-black)

Absence of light

Last night, during the beer chilling session in Eckywoobee, I've experienced in the state of being dark for around 3-4 minutes twice. How could this happened? Alright, here the story goes..

I was drinking and chilling with friends during that time, after around an hour, I felt like going to the toilet, when i stood up, my eyes suddenly seeing everything in a very bright condition and about 10 seconds later, it was slowly getting darker and darker until I couldn't see anything but only darkness. I was like blinded on that time, honestly to you, it was kinda scary. I didn't know what happened to my eyes and what's the reason causing that. Even until now, I'm still curious about it. I stood by a side and made some rest, after around 3-4 minutes later, I felt my vision were coming back, I was be able to see everything after that. I got back to my seat and continue chilling, but after around 15 minutes later, the problem came back. This time it's even longer than the first time, it was around 5 minutes. So I do the same thing of what I did, with some rest, my vision came back again. This is the first time I been into this kind of condition, completely darkness.

A simple update

It's been a long time that I didn't update my blog, so what can i say here? Actually there's something that I wanted to write them out, but I don't know how to write about it or maybe it's not don't know but a simple don't want.

Currently, my msn personal message 'My heart bleeds no more, now it's been turned to stone'. Ya it's true, I'm bored in love, I'm bored in issues, and I'm bored in wasting time. Stoned heart might be the right way to be.

Alright, update a bit about my life. Holidays ended, school started. Got to langkawi during holidays, and pictures are in my facebook, lazy to upload here. So that's all i guess, Adios.

Genting 03 may 08

No words, pictures describe:


Me, Mun and Douglas


The Energizers





The group of 7





Rolling


Flying


Lepak-ing

Two guys in one cup

Collision

It's a long story but I didn't feel like talking too much about it, so this is the summarized version. Last night, time around 9pm plus, on the way back to home after 14 hours staying at outside for hanging around, studies and assignment. In the condition of tiring, at the place which I can reach home for around 10 minutes, while I was thinking about something, suddenly the car's tires and breaks were having some problems, car sliding caused me got into a wrong road and the car was slightly spinning to the 60 degree so the car (Volkswagen Golf) which at the right hand side of me banged on my driver's side door. At that sudden, my head banged on the side window, car lost control and went out to the drain which at the opposite road. Luckily the car didn't got into the drain but on the drain, alright, that's all i guess, so now.. enjoy the pictures.. sorry about the quality of the pictures.

The Truth

Personal problems.
Depressed, unhappy, sad.
I don't want to talk about it.
I refuse to speak.
I don't want to think about it.
Instead, I become distracted, and I wonder off through-out the little world inside my mind.
The smiles I put, not the true smile you always see,
just the act I put on for you, so you don't see the pain.
Just frowns, pure tears.
And those deep honey eyes you get lost in, those you see,
I block them with fake happiness, so my misery is hid beneath.
Let me cry.
Let me deal with this pain.
But don't feel bad for me,
don't feel sorry.
Let me be.
I'll be ok, I'll be alright, if you just let me be.
This is real,
no jokes,
no play,
not fake,
pure truth.
Not a scam, or a lie.
Just my actual emotions expressed underneath letters.
I'm not ok.
I can't deny.
But do not worry.
Just let me be who I want to be.
Leave me alone, I need my space.
Don't we all, on those sad days?
Don't try to cheer me up, I'm "cheerful" enough.

Injury, ruining my life

About this title Injury, I would have to start it from around 2years plus ago, on a day of the december 2005, injury this word has started to ruin my life. During a basketball match at my housing area, I was injured badly on my left knee, I went for the doctor and he told me that I've damaged seriously on my left knee, he said during that match I was putting too much of pressures on my knee and with the twisting forces, I've teared the ligaments of the left knee. God! From the words that the doctor said, I thought that I could never play basketball again. But luckily after the resting of the few months later, I was be able to play sports again. So the good things went on until it's reached on last year, during the basketball again, I injured on the same spot of the knee again. This time the injury is much more serious than the one that I had, went for the doctor again and he said it could heal but this is going to take a very long time. So alright, I promised to myself that I will quit basketball for a long time, but the problem was I cou ldn't be able to handle the excitement of my body for playing basketball, so I went back to play basketball and I thought that my knee would be ok if I didn't put so much pressures on it. But I was wrong, I hurt my knee for more than 10 times in last year.. I hurt until I didn't want to care about it anymore, everytime I hurt my knee I rest for few days then I went back to play again and again. I've been into this kind of situation for around few months, injured,rest, play, injured, rest, play. Loads of my friends were asking me to have a serious care about my knee, asking me to go for the western therapy or surgery, but I didn't even bother on any of them.. I always saying that 'Ya la, I will go for it when I break my knee.' This sounds kinda stupid right? Finally on yesterday, during basketball again, I jumped for blocking my friend and when I was going for landing, I felt that my body has lost it's balance, I landed with my left leg and oh god, I heard a huge sound of 'Bi-Li-Ba-Lak!!', few seconds after that I can felt the pain is going around on my knee, at that moment I was thinking 'Shit! Did I broke my leg?' all of my friends on the court were surrounding me and I was laying on the ground. I really thought that I've broken my knee.. but luckily around 5minutes later, I could move my leg again.. thanks god, I didn't break it. But this time the injury is really serious, I couldn't even walk for around 15minutes, I was only be able to sit at the side of the court, after around half an hour of resting, I tried to stand up and walk, luckily I was be able to walk but it's definitely walking like an old man la. Now I'm sitting here to type this and I still can feel the pain of my knee, sigh.. I think that I really have to stop playing basketball for a very long time already...